I feel you <3 I've been struggling more than usual with the same feelings lately. So much ugliness. Grateful for your solidarity and ability to just name those feelings and be with them without needing to glaze over them -- I probably need to unfollow a lot of people, but sometimes I don't want silver lining speeches. Sometimes I just need to know other people are struggling with this exact stuff too. Anyways, sending you big love and gratitude.