Hahaha I forgive you, Em! This is my opinion, but there are plenty of things I have enjoyed that are extremely toxic (I have watched more than a few dating shows that I am not proud of). Ultimately, if you are Jewish and this brings you joy right now in a time of pain and turmoil, you should enjoy what brings you that precious and important joy— it is true that not everything has to be analyzed deeply, sometimes we can just like things; I love Reese’s Peanut Butter cups, but I avoid doing a deep analysis of what’s harmful about them when I need one because sometimes you just need something that simply feels nice, and that’s okay.